I am so much more then what I seem. More than just the makeup, the clothes, the shoes, the bags, the sunglasses, the outside. So much more... too bad some boys can't understand.
On a daily basis deal with bitches, backstabbers, lies, boyfriends, exes, appearance, insecurity, and SO MUCH MORE.
Spending hours in front of my mirror for you. If something is too short, someone will call me a whore. If something is too long, they'll call me ugly. I go through buckets full of ice cream because I have had way too many broken hearts. I cry cause bitches wanna hate and boyfriends wanna bitch. I can't complain cause I don't wanna be annoying. I trust people, then they end up stabbing in the back. I learn stuff the hard way.

 Every guy out there making period jokes. For real? No. Just because your being a little bitch and pissing me off doesn't mean I'm on my period. Get over it.

I get hurt multiple times, and keep running back to the same people. I love hard, and I HURT hard. I care too much. I am never understood. I go through so much trouble when you don't even notice.

I tried to impress you, while dealing with what was being said about me by all your little bitch friends.

I spill my guts out to my friends who have probably had enough of you.
Even if I have heard it all before, I hear what people say about me and I break inside. But no matter what, after everything I have to come out strong, and put a big smile on my face and pretend like everything is okay. I have to act nice to the haters knowing everything that they said about me. I love even though I know I shouldn't.
I wait for something that will never happen.
But no matter what, I manage to act like everything is fine, even though everything is falling apart.