If there is one thing in this world I absolutely cannot stand its people that can't accept responsibility for their own actions. Like don't you think sometimes it would just be easier to say, "Yeah, it's my fault," Or "I'm Sorry"
instead of sitting there making a bigger deal trying to explain why its NOT your fault when in reality everyone knows it is?

I'm not saying I'm perfect by any means, but my parents did raise me to be accountable and of course I'm not ALWAYS, and I will admit that. But something my Grandpa told me before he died has always stuck with me.


It takes a bigger person to admit your wrong.


Is it not true? It takes balls. Some people have it in them and some people don't. What I've learned is its been easier for me to admit my wrongs and work on them for MYSELF. Not anyone else. Admitting I'm wrong and accepting responsibility for the things I do isn't just for the other person. To help fix myself I need to know in my heart I was wrong and better MYSELF.

I can't stand it when people are always saying.. "Ok I'm sorry.. BUT you did this..." or "The reason this is happening is because of yourself, YOU did this"

Like why can't you just SAY SORRY?
And be sincere?

I have been dealing with this a lot lately and it makes me so frustrated.
..... As you can so clearly tell.


Who knows what the future holds. All I can say is I know I did my part and if push comes to shove, I can walk away knowing I tried and that will make me stronger. What the other person does with that is up to them.

forgive too easily?

You know those days where you feel selfish? I'm being completely ungrateful and i just can't help it. Selfish and bitter is how I feel right now.

I hate when you think you have loyal people in your life, and all they do is let you down over and over again. And for me, I'm a very forgiving person, that is one of my weaknesses. Someone could run me over with their car and if I really wanted to forgive them I would. Thats what scares me about myself. Something I fear for my future.

How many times is enough? I can't ever answer that question for myself. I think part of it is, I would rather forgive someone then have them be gone from my life forever even though they don't deserve to be in it. There is alot of people that have been huge parts of my life that did NOT deserve it in the least bit and I beat myself up over it a lot.

I am so sick and tired of being taken advantage of. And I completely take responsibility for letting it happen. I hate confronting issues, I hate talking about things that people do to me that bother me. Sometimes I would rather just suck it up and keep it all in and I know thats not healthy at all.

I keep telling myself to grow a back bone and when someone is disrespectful to me to stand up for myself. I tell myself this, and I believe I will do it, until I'm in the situation again and I'm too scared that if I stand up for myself the person will walk out of my life and then I will tell myself it was my fault. When I know very well it's not.

Sometimes I wish I could just walk away from situations knowing I did nothing wrong and that would make me stronger.

I'm just too weak to do it.